Everyday i think why have i made myself this fat.. i can never stick to a diet… i may say i’m not bothered about my weight but i am… i comfort eat all the time.. i really shouldn’t… I Drink alot and Eat alot.. it makes me think… have i got something wrong with me… do i have some sort of disorder… but then i realise its my own fault i’m this way… i let me get this way now i can’t get out my routine…Maybe i’d be noticed if i wasn’t fat…
I did join a gym once.. but the people i joined with decided to stop talking to me… and i had no support or encouragement… and i wasted alot of money… on something that didn’t get used..
i suppose i am who i am…. and i doubt i’m ever gona be able to change my size :’(
— me too. sad life.